akad nikah akan dilakukan di masjid. not what i dream of all this while, but up to one point, i just don't care hahaha.
so many other things that are beyond my control and i'm starting to let go. sekarang motto: janji kahwin. i just don't care.
i started to see that what i actually planned went to the drain bit by bit. starting from that point, memang aku berserah je and make do with what i have hihihi.
this is not a frustrated entry, by the way. just telling roughly what's going on.
masih belum nervous lagi, although we have less than two months to prep whatever needed. still a lot to do, actually. but i'm avoiding stress by remaining calm.
i am more nervous thinking of my study progress. i think i've mentioned it like in every post bahahaha.
work is as usual. busy but manageable. sometime i just shut myself from office work and do stuff i like. like watching tv or sleep. sleep is something i treasure the most hihihi.
my house is a mess. hurmm i should be doing my guest list. mesti siapkan esok. mesti, okay.
clock is ticking. should i be anxious?
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