terima kasih, awak.

i can relate with this video.
because i was one of them.

long time ago, i thought nobody would love me.
because i was ugly.

i was short and stinky.
i am still short. 
but hopefully no longer stinky.
hihi.

things started to change.
when i no longer care.

that moment, i realize.
i'm beautiful.

myself is beautiful.

doesn't matter how i look.
my heart is.

and today, my beautiful heart is stolen.
but in a good way.

thank you.
for being beautiful too.
for seeing the beautiful me.
for seeing beyond the looks.

i love you.

untuk renungan.

" You might be married to the worst man on earth, like Asiah who married Firaun (Pharoah), but it didn't change her (aqidah). 

You might be married to the best man on earth, like Nabi Lut's wife, yet that doesn't mean you're going to Jannah with him. 

You might not be married at all, like our beloved Maryam yet Allah SWT places your status above all other women on earth. 

Have faith in Allah always and place your full trust in Him. He's the central focal point of our lives " 

-Heba El-Haddad-

taken from here.

selamat ulangtahun yang ke lapan.

today has marked the eighth year we've been together as a couple. we've known each other since we were 16. how time flies hihihi.

daripada kurus menjadi montok.

daripada dunia seorang pelajar now sudah pun ada kerjaya.

daripada cuma ada degree now berangan nak ada phd hahahaaaaaaaaa (panjang sikit gelak sebab takut hahahah).

daripada naik pengangkutan awam sampai dah ada kereta wiuuuuu.

daripada takda duit dulu now dah ada duit cuma tak banyak sangat je hahahaha lagi sekali.

terima kasih, sayang.

orang kata - kalau bercinta lepas kahwin lagi indah. sekarang belum kahwin pun sangat indah rasanya, aku tak sabar menanti selepas kahwin nanti.

gatai, kan?

hahahahaha.

kalau mengikut perancangan, tahun ni kami nak jadi laki bini. kononnya hari ini adalah tahun terakhir celebrate anniversary gelfren boifren. but i pray hard that it won't be the last for us to celebrate the love we have for each other.

ada banyak sebab kenapa saya setuju nak bersuamikan awak. tapi saya nak list sepuluh jela.

1. awak hensom. hahhahahaa. 

2. awak ada body yang tough. hahahahahahaaaaa. rasa selamat okay bila bersama awak. reti berlawan ke tak ke tolak tepi; tu lain cerita hahahaha.

3. suara awak sedap. hahahahahaha. dalam telefon lagi sedap. tapi tu pun kalau dapat dengar la sebab awak suka cakap perlahan dan saya pekak sikit hahahaha.

4. rambut awak unik. hahahahahahhaha. dengan cendolnya la adoiii hahaha.

5. awak tinggi. saya suka sangat dengan harapan anak-anak saya tinggi jugak. hahahaha.

6. awak sayangkan saya sangat. i can feel. and i can see it. terima kasih awak.

7. awak buat saya tak kering gusi ketawa sampai terkeluar angin depan belakang haahahahahha.

8. awak seorang yang mudah kesiankan orang tapi tak tunjuk. suweet je hahahaha.

9. mak ayah awak kata awak anak yang baik dan patuh. saya dah tengok dengan mata kepala saya. jadi saya yakin awak boleh jaga saya dengan baik jugak berkat doa mak ayah awak.

10. bila awak tak ada depan mata, saya rindu. walaupun cuma sekejap. sebab tu saya selalu tanya 'nak pergi mana' hahahahahah. sebenarnya, saya takut nanti awak hilang. hahahah paranoid kan.

many many years together, sampai sekarang bila awak tenung saya pastu senyum, saya pulak yang tersipu-sipu hahahahha sakai betul. rasa berdebar-debar okayhhhhh. ahhh gadisnya aku rasa tetiba hahaha.

ok malu ni tu yang asyik gelak je hahaha. panas muka rasa. 

happy 8th anniversary, sayangku.

thick and thin, may together we be.